Team

I'm not great at team sports. I'm not really very good at any sports, and I think this plays a factor. This means that I was not ever invited to join team sports, and when I did join, I was usually the team liability.

I don't really know how to balance taking charge and knowing what's right from being bossy, from trying hard and looking bad, from messing up and losing the whole team a point. 

At least when I am playing tennis I only have myself to let down, and when I play I try not to care so that I won't even do that.

I'm sure it's something I can learn to be better at. I wonder if I'll get the chance to try.